It began on an
October weekday. I was feeling especially overwhelmed from my office job, so,
on my way home from work, I took a shortcut through a local park. It was a
popular place, famous for its fresh air, wide array of plant life, and peaceful
atmosphere. As it was autumn, the leaves on the trees were beginning to turn
red and fall, sparsely blanketing the ground with dried plant matter that
crunched loudly when stepped on. In my opinion, this, as well as the sunny and
pleasant weather, made it an even more beautiful, serene location and
encouraged my desire to take the new route.
Upon strolling
through the park along the main path, I noticed a man sitting on one of the
benches. This wasn't strange in itself; however, unlike the others, he was
alone, smiling broadly and greeting passerby cheerfully. His appearance was
that of any normal man's; what captured my attention was the pink flower he had
in his hands. The bushes surrounding him didn't bear that particular type of
plant, so he, peculiarly, must have brought it with him.
I avoided eye
contact as I walked by, but he spoke up in an exuberant voice, "Good
evening!"
I, intent on
getting home quickly to spend some time relaxing, replied with a terse,
"Evening," and kept walking.
He, however,
continued. "How are you doing today?"
As we lived in a
large, bustling city where strangers almost always kept to themselves, I found
this to be unusual. Curious now, I stopped momentarily, turned to face him, and
said, "I'm good. And yourself?"
His strange grin
grew wider. "I'm doing great! Where are you coming from, if you don't mind
me asking?"
I stared at him
in awe. He continued gazing up at me, and I couldn't help but reply to him; his
childlike excitement over such a trivial conversation was contagious. While his
inviting demeanor beckoned me to sit beside him and engage further in
conversation, I greatly yearned for a hot cup of coffee and a novel, so I
politely ended the conversation and continued on my way.
I maintained my
new routine, heading through the park after each work day; the man, however,
was never there. For two weeks, I kept my eyes peeled for him. I had just about
given up on making a new friend when, one day, there he was on the same bench
from before. He waved at me, and I made my way over, meeting him with a smile
and a "Hello again." After exchanging our greetings, I joked that I
had been waiting for him to show up again as we had never finished our
conversation from before. He seemed pleased to hear this; in fact, he did
continue our exchange with even more enthusiasm than before. Before I knew it,
I was sitting on the bench beside him, chattering away about nothing of
significance.
I called him the
Bench Man as we never actually exchanged names; it simply didn't feel
necessary. We were just two strangers who sat and conversed with one another,
though more often than not I lead the conversation and he listened, nodded politely, and occasionally commented on an interesting
statement or provided me with much-appreciated guidance.
I considered him
a close friend of mine as he was a source of constant support, helpful advice,
and smiles in a time where I struggled daily over fairly trivial personal and
work matters. However, while I constantly lamented on the iniquities of my
boss, he rarely spoke of himself and his problems despite my attempts to
convince him to do so. In addition, while his lips constantly smiled at me, his
eyes depicted another story. They had a glassy, glazed look; in fact, when I
think back to it, the best word to describe them would be empty. Devoid of
emotion, they chilled me to the bone, and I avoided their haunting gaze as much
as possible. I found these things, and him, to be bizarre, even unsettling,
though I enjoyed his rather benevolent personality and soothing company too
much for this to drastically interfere with my opinion of and visits with him.
One day, the
Bench Man was acting strangely. I asked him if he was feeling okay, and he just
nodded with a small grin and motioned for me to continue my description of the
mountainous pile of paperwork waiting for me on Monday.
I did so but
watched him stealthily out of the corners of my eyes. He had no coat despite
the sudden chilly breeze and clouds that loomed overhead. His usually upright
position was now somewhat slumped over, and he inconspicuously fiddled with a
sweet pea in a restless manner. Something was wrong, but I couldn't identify
the source nor did he seem willing to speak of it when I asked. Unwilling to
anger him, I regrettably let the matter slide.
"I think I
should leave now," he finally spoke up after a moment of uneasy silence. I
checked my phone for the time and saw that it was later than I usually kept
him.
"I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to take up this much of your Friday night."
"Don't
worry about it."
With a smile not
unlike a grimace, he handed me the flower, thanked me for my time, and walked
down the path, almost floating above the blanket of leaves.
I never saw him
again.